THE LAST GREEN LETTER FROM COLOMBIA No.56.

19th April 2002

My dear Friends who have followed us this far: Yes, this is my last Green Letter, for I am leaving Colombia today, perhaps forever. Not our community, just me. I have decided I can no longer bear to hear of and watch the massacres in Palestine without taking more direct action, and I am leaving today to join the International Peace Brigades who are attempting to act as human shields against the incredible brutality of the Israeli Army there.

Our longterm coworker Mary Kelly is already out there as a nurse, and has been for many weeks. Her anguished reports make harrowing reading.

I will now begin a whole new series of Letters, simply called "Letters From Atlantis" which will report from wherever we are, and will also contain accounts of our continuing work in Colombia. I beg anyone who at this stage wishes to cancel receipt of these bulletins, to let Becky know at: Con's Boatyard, Baltimore, Co. Cork, Ireland or by email at: atlantisfoundation@eircom.net Thankyou.

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'This is total war. We are fighting a variety of enemies. There are lots of them out there .. if we just let our vision of the world go forth, and we embrace it entirely, and we don't try to piece together clever diplomacy, but just wage a total war, our children will sing great songs about us years from now.'
Bush adviser, Richard Perle.

Any takers? Or would you prefer:

'Quietly and softly a shift is occurring, there's something in the air ..a glimmer of vision and possibility are starting to break through the blackness which is choking our spirit and our very life. In the distance, a hum: the soft sound of other people waking up: waking up to what is possible for the Earth at this unbelievably sensitive juncture, waking up to the call that is coming from our ancestors and from future generations, a call to awaken ...'
- from Carlos Zorrilla, a Cuban American friend living and working in Ecuador, dedicated fulltime to environmental work.

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In March, Anne finally brought our murdered boys home - just some of their bones. Javier's parents are so poor, they could afford neither a funeral nor the RENTAL for the cemetery .. and so they asked us to take him with us .. the only part the DNA experts could identify for sure that is, his skull .. to lie with ..part of ..Tris forever. Anne reports on this strange happening which occurred before she was able to travel home to the farm: "I was staying with my friend, Rodrigo, whose house is strewn with herbs which he dries for a medicine man of the Kogi tribe in Northern Colombia. The two small boxes that are what is left of our two beautiful young men, we kept amongst the herbs and agreed to tell no-one about them. When the medicine man, whom I had never met before, arrived, he heard I was an astrologer and suggested an exchange of skills: that I do his chart and he would do a reading based on his tribal knowledge for me. "He threw out a pile of beads, shells and general bric-a-brac and immediately looked at me accusingly and said in a sharp, aggressive manner: "WHY ARE YOU LIVING WITH TWO DEAD PEOPLE?" I jolted with shock and asked him how he knew. "I can see them standing behind you," was his answer. I then explained about our boys and that the authorities had recently given back the bones and that they weren't buried yet. "That's no good!" he said, "they will never be at peace until they are returned to the Earth."

But he was wrong about the peace. Here is the translation of a report written by a black Colombian boy, Rafael, longterm member of our commune, and close companion of Tris - in fact it was nearly Rafa and not Javier who went on that last fatal journey with him. One Thursday afternoon, we buried the bones of Tristan and Javier here in the garden and I couldn't stop thinking about them. When I finally fell asleep that night, I dreamt that someone was outside the window. I thought I was awake. I saw Tristan outside the window and he was putting his hands on the plastic blind which covers it and looking in. But I knew he was dead and woke up shocked. When the fear had passed a little, I fell back to sleep again, but this time I dreamt that Tristan was inside the room, with someone else - Javier. I couldn't see them but I sensed them, and then I felt how they were beginning to pull my feet and lift my blankets, yet I knew they were dead and that they couldn't drag me away as they wanted to. I felt their hands and was so frightened, I woke up again in shock ..."

Rafa only told me about his dream after the following happened to me: I returned to the farm from yet another stint in Popayan arriving late at night after a four hour gruelling trot along deserted country roads, and through fields, falling gratefully into bed when I got home. I dreamt vividly of Tris over and over again all night, but it wasn't until I woke up in the morning that I remembered Anne had brought the bones to the farm .. I staggered out to the kitchen in the first dawn light and said alarmed and half asleep, "Ned! Where have you put Tris?!" He looked at me shocked, then realized what this mad woman was on about and said, 'Outside the gate'. I then told Ned my dreams: First, the whole commune was there, warm, cosy, happy together, lying around on mattresses in a communal room. Tris was with us, lying on his back, white as in all our dreams, but joking and happy and making a magical lampshade. In life he was our theatre magician, dexterous, clever, full of mischief. And so it was: the lampshade kept changing shape, it was like a kite, all lights and colours. I was transfixed, amused, watching it, deeply contented. Then suddenly, he let it go and Pouff! HE disappeared, leaving only the magic lantern. I was gripped with a grief so mortal that I was choked with a crying that would not come out, I couldn't breathe, I was gasping for my life and grabbing on to the nearest person for help ... I woke up, shocked and suffused with fear. Eventually I returned to sleep, and suddenly, Tris reappeared again, in an old car, swerving cheekily to a halt in front of me with a group of boisterous friends. Recalling my recent agony, I said alarmed, "No! Not you again!" admonishing him not to come back, to keep away, I didn't want to go through that deception again. But when I pushed him away like that, his face stared at me white and shocked, crumpled and he began to cry, whereupon I relented immediately, and said, 'No, no, it's OK, of course you can stay with us,' and when I woke up, I vowed never to try and stop him coming to us again. Next day in the afternoon, out gardening with the girls, I said to Laura, "Where exactly did they bury Tris?" and to my astonishment I discovered that he was lying only 10 yards from my sleeping head at night. I was then forced to have serious doubts about the non-survival of unhappy spirits after they have been ripped away from life before time .. unlike Rafa, I had not been thinking of Tris. He came to me.

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Tristan was named after Tristan Jones, a lone round-the-world sailor man from Wales who wrote a series of magnificent books of his travels. He himself had been thus named because his mother gave birth to him on a boat off the island of Tristan de Cunha. When we first planned to go to South America in our own sailing boat, I got in touch with Tristan Jones and asked him to be our sailing captain. At that time, he was planning a voyage to look for the old Atlantis .... We met and discussed joining our two journeys together, but tragically he lost first one leg, then the other, from old war wounds, and eventually died. When we sent him news of Tris's birth and of him being named after him, Tristan Jones wrote the new baby a beautiful letter. Here is an excerpt: 'You are born into a world which is in grave danger of self-wounding. I do not believe that if the worst comes to the worst, humanity will completely destroy itself - there will be survivors ....you will see soothsayers and priests among your people. Look upon them with a wary eye and be prepared to cut them down as soon as they appeal to such false emotions as 'patriotism' or 'honour' -for they are the seeds of the next holocaust... With your appearance you brought hope to the world, as babies always do ...the human race will always be the same, with its tragedy and comedy, its kindess and cruelties, its sadnesses and elations, its expectations, its disappointments, and its Love. To take the last amoung the stars is the mission of you and your generation .. and a little part of that Love will be mine, for all of you..'

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As I leave Colombia, this is the state of play of our Campaign and our community: back home in the forested valley where our farm lies, after us continuing to complain to every authority possible about the desecration of the forests, the FARC revolutionary army unexpectedly stepped in and threatened all wood-lorry drivers with a crippling fine if they took out one more log ... I made moves with a local leader and with Anne to investigate the financing of a project to teach local people carpentry and the making of small fine objects and furniture to give them an income using a minimum of wood. Anne will continue following this up. Our farmlands and food basis flourish as ever, being visited by ever increasing numbers of individuals, families and groups interested in seeing what is possible without chemicals.

In Popayan, our girls daily grow more famous for their ecological, social justice, war and peace songs, appearing on TV just before I left. A Reuters TV team who interviewed me yesterday about my journey to Palestine is travelling down to film the girls singing tomorrow. During Easter week celebrations, the girls performed at many cultural events to wildly enthusiastic audiences. Their messages and style of delivery melt the stoutest heart.

Anne continues to work for us amongst the Bogota middle classes, making all sorts of astonishing contacts along the way and working with the small but growing people's party called the Political and Social Front which is the only one that addresses the social justice issues which create the need for an armed insurgency in the first place. In the past, such parties have been massacred wholesale. There are some signs that this one is so far being left to campaign in some kind of peace.

Down in Caqueta where we used to live, where we began the Green Campaign, where we were given 5 days to leave on our first exile, and which eventually became part of the massive demilitarized zone where the now failed talks between guerrilla and government took place - we still have campesino friends who write to us. The day we heard the Army had once again taken over this region, I received these words from our firmest friend there: 'When we heard the peace talks had broken down, many families fled from the region in fear of paramilitaries entering and massacring us as they have in other parts of the country. Our beloved Colombia goes from bad to worse, people die simply because they work the land, there is no such thing as human rights here, every day you hear the crying of widows and orphans and there is no consolation for these people. I don't know when this terrible war will end.'

I wrote to him as best I could .. but now I must go off to a far worse war, where the dreadful has already happened and where the Men - and Women - in suits are given 90% of all media time to invent their false history and weave excuses for the next massacres ... However, for those of you who have Internet services available and who are interested in receiving an alternative to media lies, I could not recommend highly enough the following news service:
Aftermath-11-September-2001@yahoogroups.co.uk These people will send you regular news reports and articles mostly of a very high standard. Readers may also be interested to know that the March-May issue of Peace News contains an interview with us. Available from: 5 Caledonian Road, London N1 9DY.

Perhaps if any of you are in touch with Mr. G. Bush, you might like to mention to him that, apart from thousands of innocents dead, the net result of his machiavellian 'war on terror in Bogota is the following, spotted by Anne: 1. a taxi and 2. a hamburger stall, both called in large letters: 'Ben Laden'. Looks like some simple folk have accepted Bush's theory: "If you're not with us ..."

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Following the report in the last Green Letter of an impromptu birth before dinner, our totally unwarranted medical fame led Ned into deep waters, when one evening an anxious and diminutive Indian mother came marching up the garden path with her boy in tow. He had just cut his finger off. He had it in a bag. While the rest of us hid away to faint and quell our nausea, Ned valiantly sewed up the other badly slashed fingers - but balked at the presumably highly skilled task of finger-replacement. (There is no question of poverty stricken families being able to afford either the travel or the treatment that you and I might consider our obvious right). I am mentioning this incident in case any of you have useful knowledge, advice or gifts of simple medical equipment to offer Ned as the mother and boy left so delighted with the treatment and care they received that .....oh dear.

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And now for an anecdote on the urban Colombian education our young country lasses are receiving: Katie, 16, going to classes on her bicycle, is stopped, attacked, threatened with a knife and knocked off her bike by some boys in an attempt to steal it. Ever cool, Miss Kate wraps her legs around the bike as she falls deftly pretending to be tangled up in the works. The boys panic at the time their theft is taking - shopkeepers and passersby are starting to notice something is up - and flee, sans bike. I insisted she go to the police. Like everyone brought up in Colombia, she says, "Ah, they won't do anything". I push, insist. She goes. And returns with the following: The police cannot do anything UNLESS SHE GIVES THEM THE NAMES of the thieves ... well, well.

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And to complete the light relief, I will give the closing shots of this letter to my friend Elaine in England. We have never met but have maintained a deep correspondence ... during which she must have got to know me, as she had this to say upon hearing of my departure for Israel: "Any road up, Jenny, you are a strong and fearsome woman, destined to make any army take cover and run ...'um, have they been ..'er ...warned? And ... don't you think it would be sort of .. fair ..to give them a fighting chance, or at the very least the chance to scarper bloody quick??!!" So much for my efforts to appear a nice middleclass English lady to new penfriends ....ta, Elaine,

and love to all of you, Jenny (James)

PS  'The same stream of life that runs through my veins
       runs through the world
        and dances in rhythmic measure.
      It is the same life that shoots in joy
       through the dust of the earth
        into numberless blades of grass
         and breaks into tumultuous waves
          of leaves and flowers.
      It is the same life
       that is rocked in the ocean cradle of birth and death
        in ebb and flow
      My limbs are made glorious
       by the touch of this world of life
      And my pride
       is from the life throb of ages
        dancing in my blood at this moment.'  (Rabindranath Tagore)

~ End Green Letter 56 ~

ATLANTIS LETTER No. 57.

London, August 15th 2002

(formerly Green Letters from Colombia)

Four months since the last 'Green Letter'; four months of intense culture shock; two spent in Ireland where I had lived for 12 years, but on a small, windswept, electricity-free island for the most part uninterrupted by the ravages of Modern Civilization.

I returned to a country criss-crossed with motorways and cars, to a throwaway 'culture', to the shock of strange urban savages with rings through their noses - and everywhere else besides (they don't do that in the jungle!), to school-uniformed children smoking in bus shelters, to the smell of cigarette smoke everywhere (peasants and Indians for the most part don't smoke - they eat), to people talking to themselves in public places (so I thought, till I saw the strange machines held to their ears), to houses choc-a-bloc full of things you can't eat, clothe yourself with or lie under - a mass of THINGS everywhere: and wierdest of all, no poor people to give away Unwanted Things to, unless you count the able-bodied bedrugged young men huddled in the doorways of Cork and Dublin begging ... for what?

Two months with my daughter Becky, mother of my murdered grandson Tristan, helping her to give up Things, to move from House to Caravan, then Caravan to Boat, so that she too can eventually leave Europe, taking her floating home with her, which will double up as a mobile office and campaigning centre, sailing wherever our boat can be useful in a sinking world. Travelling times, meeting Mary Kelly off the plane, deported from Palestine where she accompanied men besieged by the Israeli army and perhaps helped to prevent yet another massacre; travels round Ireland, to speak on Colombia, to listen to Mary talk on Palestine, to take part in a demonstration in Galway against a hideous display of military murder-potential in the sky, to support the Palestinian Ambassador in a debate with a representative of Israeli policies ("There was no massacre in Jenin" - I walked out of the meeting in protest). Hitch-hiking times, all over Ireland, listening in astonishment to the level of political awareness of my drivers regarding the Palestinian situation ... Ireland knows what it is like to be an Occupied Nation.

In Ireland, I met Palestinians, beautiful people in tears of agony for their country. Their simplicity, passion and extraordinary level of culture confirmed me in my determination to do all in my power to support their cause.

Then over to the Hebrides, Scotland, and England, meeting some of the faces behind the long years of letter writing during our Green Campaign, working in people's gardens, spending two days in a prison cell after a demonstration against the pending war on Iraq, where we 'died' on the road outside the nuclear submarine base at Faslane, where two years ago my daughter Louise swam in those cold waters to symbolically 'hammer' on the iron monsters lying there. And then down south, slowly down, sitting for hours astonished, almost amused, in stationary lines of traffic on pointless motorways to reach Hell - a city called London where trees and gardens try to grow and people try to live, and I can't hear anything except airtraffic and road traffic, can't breathe, can't smell anything but fumes. And everyone walks around as if this is Life.

Everywhere I have travelled and stayed, I have met with extreme kindness, generosity, hospitality. And everywhere I have agonized, with a deep gnawing pain inside me for the Silence, the mountains, a green rustling simple logical existence where nothing is wasted, all is recycled, all is food-growing and physical work, and real rest, and communication at its most vital level, no trammels, no niceties, no confusion, and no too-much-of-everything-ness. Wooden cabins, a life lived outdoors all day, no machines, a world without the constant hum of electrical appliances, which no-one seems to hear any more, without flashing artificial lights, which noone seems to see any more, a totally physical life, which so few people have any more.

"Aren't you scared to go to Palestine?" is the natural question I am constantly asked. How can I explain that I am far more terrified of staying another day in 'comfortable' Europe?

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A quote from an old issue of Organic Gardening Magazine, USA: "Electricity is the handmaiden of modern technology whose inexorable advance is really terrifying. Once you have the use of electricity, you cannot get along without it. The memory of happy, less frenetic days B.E. is lost ... The proliferation of electrically-operated gadgets shows no sign of abating. Until it does, there is not much sense in getting upset about the deterioration of our environment. .. The depletion of our natural resources and the fouling of our environment spring from this most important single source."

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Back home in Colombia, Anne Barr has something to say about 'civilization' - and Homelessness:

"Today I was reading in 'The Ecologist' about the beautiful Kalahari Bushmen being wiped out, and tears began pouring out of me. I couldn't bear to think of these people torn from their desert home, though it looks to me like the most inhospitable place on Earth. And I read of an indigenous tribe in Canada who when 'resettled' began to commit collective suicide through drugs and alcohol. ... How many peoples on the planet still have a sense of home, family and tribe like these folk have? I think of the Palestinians, craving their homeland. The parents of a Palestinian friend of mine here in Colombia still have the keys of their house which is now inside Occupied Jerusalem. It's 40 years since they had to leave. "I look around my little group of friends and family, our commune called Atlantis, and feel complete gratitude that I have them. I would feel lost in the world without them. Life would have no meaning. We've lost our land twice in the civil war here in Colombia, but we are experienced 'gypsies' so that didn't hurt too much. We have the confidence that comes from being white, European and over-educated, so being torn out of the soil we had so carefully built up with compost and hard slog on our lovely farms in Tolima and Caqueta didn't destroy our sense of self like it does to so many campesinos. Yet it still did us irreparable damage, when two of our young men went back to our old area seeking family ties and were brutally murdered by a psychotic group of FARC militiamen. With the hindsight of 2 years since they were killed, I can see now how the stress and instability of being made rootless made me and them disregard the dangers that led to their deaths. How many more people suffer disasters and tragedies because of the confusion that being forced from your home by violence brings?

"Why are we becoming a planet of homeless people? Is there some kind of cosmic plan to uproot us all and shake us all up? Or is it just that the rich side of the world hs lost its sense of at-home-ness and wants to force the same feeling of alienation on the 'undeveloped' nations because we can't bear to see that they still have the sense of sharing, family and caring that we have sold for a shiny new car, a TV in every room and the privilege of buying our food in small expensive packets from a supermarket.

"Of all the hundreds of articles I've read about the Israeli occupation of Palestine, one stays stuck in my mind. It was an interview with Ariel Sharon where he admitted his envy of how the Palestinians share each last crumb with each other without giving a second thought. The Jews, the world's eternal wanderers, are trying to feel at home by stealing not just the land of the Palestinians, they want their sense of home too. Their desperate, insatiable greed for Palestinian land is only a symbol of their deeper thirst for home and community. But you can't steal love or force people to hand it over at gunpoint.

"Why are people who defend their land and homes and families now called terrorists? Let all of us who would do the same if we had to call ourselves terrorists too. Let us accept that the mass media have changed the meaning of the word 'terrorist' - Terrorist = a person who is willing to fight and even die to protect his or her family, home and country. Under that definition, is there anyone who isn't a terrorist?"

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Journalist: "Mr. Gandhi - what do you think of Western civilization? Gandhi: "It would be a good idea."

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NEWS FROM COLOMBIA

I remember the moment I heard the news, standing in a bare empty hallway in Cork City about to leave someone's house, when the 8.0 o'clock news blaring upstairs held me back and my heart stood still: "Colombia" had elected a new rightwing militarist president, Uribe by name. This means all-out US-backed war, fomentation of paramilitarism, and a total clampdown on what was left of any kind of unarmed protest.

Reports from our local area where our community live are already coming in: Anne reports:

"Maria Antonia, leader of the Guambiano Indians in our area, came and talked and spun wool for a few hours while I sewed. She said that the Guambi leaders are preparing their people for a four year war and say they must become self-sufficient as food will be scarce. The Guerrilla have told them they must be prepared to run for the forests as there will be a lot of bombing. She said that if we are threatened in any way, we can get help from her people, and can they come here if they are bombed down in their villages? Bridges are being blown up daily. She agreed it would be a good side effect if people become more self-sufficient and says that the Cabildo (Indian Council of Leaders) in Guambia say people must get used to using only compost as chemicals won't be available..."

And Ned reports from our farm that the Guerrilla called a meeting to officialize their absolute ban on tree cutting for commerce: there would be a one million peso fine for anyone caught, and their chainsaws would be taken away. He also banned hunting and fishing. A Green-Red Army ..

And in the town of Popayan where our 'Green girls' sing, produce theatre, write plays and songs and teach, Anne went to a Peace meeting at the University. She reports: "As soon as I arrived, several middle-class ladies nabbed me and insisted I ring to get the girls to come along as the Government Vice Ministeress of Culture was there and they wanted to show off what 'Popayan' can do! The girls came and closed the meeting with their music - just 3 songs "Seeds of Peace", "A Child Born in the War" and "Colombia the Beautiful". They received a huger-than-ever response. The Vice Minister-ess of Culture who was sitting beside me kept digging me in the ribs as they sang and saying she must take them to Bogota, they are 'jewels', that she's in love with them, how amazing, how sensitive, and how come they understand Colombia better than most Colombians? I left the girls with her, as she wanted them to sing somewhere else, and went home to clean up the house for Katie's 17th birthday party ...

"The Peace meeting itself was really worth going to and yet another 'Colombian surprise'. It was run by the Ministry of Culture so I thought I might be wasting my time there .. but I listened and I liked everyone who spoke .. all talked about the need to build a solid people's movement of non-violent resistance. I listened carefully - did they just mean against the Guerrilla? No, mainly against America's Plan Colombia, crop fumigation and the paramilitaries. All the speakers talked against 'the ruling classes' and my little Minister friend kept nodding her head in agreement! There were also lots of digs against the University for being snooty with the ordinary people, and the Dean had to keep defending himself. He was really friendly to us afterwards. You picked the right town, Jenny!"

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                 "We are not here to tinker with your laws,
                  We are here to change you from the inside out.
                  This is not a political protest:
                  It is an uprising of the soul".
 by Robert Arthur Lewis, distributed at protests against the WTO in
Seattle

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On July 9th 2002 came the second anniversary of the murder of Tristan and Javier. The day was greeted with the news in the national press and over here in England that the Colombian Army had finally found the mass grave where our boys lay with many other people, including a child and a Japanese man (presumably a kidnap victim).

And recently Laura, 16, Tris's one time girlfriend, produced this dream:

"I was in the big middle room on the farm doing ballet on my own. Somebody knocked on the door and came in. It was Tristan. He looked very happy and had nice rosy cheeks. He looked at me smiling and said: "I have accepted that I am dead and at last I am happy. There are different things after life and some are better and some worse. The moment I accepted that I am dead, I was able to smile again. And I have realized that death isn't the end of life."

"He said this like a speech, and then he said he was in a rush because there are a lot of things to do after life, and he had to go and tell you, Jenny, and several other people that he is happy. "I woke up and hoped that it is true."

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On that note, I will end my one and only 'Letter from England' and write next from Palestine. With love, Jenny James

PS Quote from Krishnamurti: "It is not a sign of health to be well adjusted to a sick society."

Personal email: jennyjames1@eircom.net
e-mail in Ireland: atlantisfoundation@eircom.net
email in Colombia: atlantiscommune@hotmail.com
Address for writing:

Ireland: Becky Garcia, Atlantis Adventure,
Con's Boatyard, Baltimore, Co. Cork.

In Colombia: Atlantis, Telecom-Belen, Huila, Colombia.

~ End Green Letter 57 ~

GREEN LETTER No. 58 from COLOMBIA

16th November 2002

THE MIDDLE EAST

I left for the Middle East with Mary Kelly shortly after writing the last not-very-Green Letter from London at the end of August. We flew to Jordan and after a few days trying to acclimatize to the stifling heat, the appallingly depressing rubbish- and rock-strewn deserts and the fact that most of the women are encased in garments more apt for the Arctic Circle, we travelled to the Israeli frontier – where Mary was refused entry because of her former ‘human shield’ activities on behalf of the Palestinians.

Although I could have entered Israel alone, I made the decision to return to Jordan and accompany Mary whilst we decided how to solve her passport problem. This decision resulted in my stay in the Middle East acquiring an entirely different aspect from what we had expected: we were faced not with tanks and machine guns, but with equally distressing facts of Middle Eastern life, such as the horrendous ‘honour killings’ of any woman even suspected of having physical contact with a man before her (arranged) marriage.

Through the necessity of waiting for papers to acquire a ‘clean’ passport for Mary, we spent a month in Jordan, and then a couple of weeks in Egypt (the nearest Irish Embassy is in Cairo). During this time, we never stopped talking to Arab women, in depth, Mary in particular having access to their normally hidden side through her massage work, whilst my own contact would come through political conversations and teaching English.

We lived in a permanent state of shock. We had landed on an unknown planet, a separate reality. Never having studied Arab culture – we were in the Middle East simply in response to a human tragedy unfolding in Palestine – we mostly felt like two-year-olds, wide-eyed and our mouths agape learning about the nightmare world we found ourselves in.

Our position was uncomfortable in the extreme. We were supposed to be ‘helping the Palestinians´, yet found ourselves in total disaccord with every aspect of the culture we went to protect and preserve. Daily we agonized about our seemingly absurd situation and daily we asked more questions …

The very first thing we had to cope with, apart from the unrelenting stifling heat, the dusty ugly traffic-ridden towns, the utter absence of a single blade of greenery, the unrelieved desolation of the desert landscapes (not ‘desert’ as in National Geographic photos, with smooth dunes and elegantly placed camels – but desert strewn for mile upon mile with the wrecks of cars and the black plastic bag detritus of uncaring capitalism) – was being woken up each morning at 4.0 a.m. by hideous amplified wailings from the Mosque next door (there is always a Mosque next door, no matter where you live).

Now I am a permanent early-riser, but I am used to waking to the sounds of birds and goats and cockerels. And as a militant atheist, not known for my tolerance of oppression in any form or colour, I lived in a permanent frenzy of outrage at this domination of our daily lives. Ten times a day – at the beginning and end of each ‘service’ – there would be a repeat of this painful earbashing, at full pitch, organized to criss-cross the whole town so that there was no escape anywhere.

On the few occasions I have ended up, through our theatre presentations, in small Colombian country towns at weekends, I have always been indignant to be assailed by the same aural bullying from competing Evangelical and Catholic churches. I am astonished that any population anywhere in the world puts up with having their lives ruled in this way.

But that was just the ‘decorations’. We had only been in Jordan a few days when we first heard the fatal words ‘honour killings’, an intrinsic part, evidently, of Arabic culture, whether Christian or Muslim. We made the acquaintance of what must be a unique species: a Welsh Muslim woman, who told us that one day on a beach, her 5 children playing in the sand had discovered .. a Foot. She and her Arab husband went to investigate and it was the shallowly buried body of a 16 year old girl. Every week in the excellent English-language newspaper ‘The Jordan Times’, there are reports of these killings. And this is ‘just’ Jordan, and ‘just’ the year 2002. We continued our investigations and discovered this phenomenon has been going on for thousands of years all over the Arab world, predating both Christianity and Islam, along with the unthinkable barbarity of female genital mutilation.

Mary worked for a while as assistant to a highly educated Jordanian Christian school nurse and they never stopped talking – and arguing – about women’s issues.

The nurse at first tried to deny that the ill-named ‘honour’ killings were a widespread problem. “For instance,” she said, “in my family, only two women have been killed …”

She later confessed, in tears, that she was once in danger of her only daughter being killed as the girl fell in love with a Muslim man, which would have brought – fatal – disgrace upon the family. “Luckily” she contrived to swerve the girl’s affections on to a ‘suitable’ Christian man. The nurse readily admitted she would have had to agree to her daughter being killed ‘if it was necessary’. Indeed, we heard that it was often the mother of a girl who instigated the process, and always her father or brothers who would carry out the murder ‘to cleanse the honour’ of the family of some imagined sullying.

Mary and I made a deliberate habit of bringing this subject up wherever we went, as we could hardly talk about the weather with our minds in such a state of shock. A young lawyer woman we met in a desert village at a women’s centre in North Jordan – one of the few openly sexual women we ever met, in closefitting tee-shirt and skirt, free in her movements and full of life – immediately agreed it was a horrible social problem. Her best friend, a girl of 19, was being forced to marry an old man she hated and she told her father she would kill herself if he persisted in his ruling. The father ignored her. The girl poisoned herself and dropped dead at her wedding feast.

This Green Letter will turn into a book if I cite the dozens of cultural horror stories we were told. In Jordan, we stayed nearly the whole time at the excellent Jordanian Women’s Union headquarters in Amman, where some very dedicated and brave women – the two leaders are atheists, a very rare breed in Arabia – are spending their lives trying to help women who are the victims of the incredibly suffocating social system, where a broken marriage automatically results in the woman losing all her children, and a divorced woman can never marry again and is forced to return to live with her parents whatever her age. Many of the women of the centre are lawyers, trying to turn the clock forward to wrench their society out of the dark ages, and meeting with regular Government shutdown of their organization, sometimes for years at a time.

About 70% of Jordanians are actually Palestinian – refugees and descendants of refugees from various Israeli military campaigns. Politically, we were always 100% on their side. Culturally …

We visited a Palestinian family whose relatives Mary had stayed with the other side of the Forbidden Frontier – forbidden that is, to Palestinians who cannot visit their relatives just a few miles away. I got talking to the eldest son who had some English, about how marriages were arranged. When he had finished telling me how a man would acquire a wife, I asked not-innocently “and how would a woman indicate that she liked a man?” This brought forth incredulous guffaws of laughter. “It can’t happen” he asserted confidently.

We were taken on an outing to one of the most horrible places on earth – the Dead Sea. There I watched, glazed by now with so much oddness, as whole groups of women clad from head to toe in thick black clothes (in the sizzling 40C temperature) waded into the heavy salt water and ‘bathed’ – and then came out and – I am not making this up – poured fresh water over themselves, still fully begarbed.

When I mentioned my bafflement at such uncomfortable dress fashions to a young Jordanian-Palestinian man, he got very annoyed and said why was it I didn’t complain about women in Africa going around naked. I failed to make the connection.

The weeks and our brain cells, and all our original passion and enthusiasm were draining away, but we trudged on, transferring to Egypt where we were lodged at a house belonging to the Mennonite community. Cairo is in a class apart in terms of city horror. Sinners needn’t wait to go to Hell – just go to Cairo. Here the petrol economy that rules the world and turns its leaders insane can be witnessed in its unmitigated form, with none of the tinkerings and prettifyings of England or Ireland like growing millions of poor little baby trees along motorways to pretend we aren’t committing suicide. In Egypt there is no pretence. It is an out and out military dictatorship, kept in place of course by American dollars and dedicated to breeding CARS. Cars rule. I realized how extremely Western I am when I couldn’t get over the fact there are no pedestrian crossings, no traffic lights, no traffic police and quite simply, no way of crossing the road. And no gaps in the unbelievable streams of cars, night and day. Mary and I would stand helplessly at the side of the road until we could join groups of berobed Muslim women who would wade without thinking out into the battlefield. The cars wouldn’t hesitate, slow down, and of course not stop. Pedestrians have to dodge in and out of them, schoolchildren, blind people, the old and young alike.

But Egypt is at least rebellious. Mary and I, two middle-aged ladies, had the remarkable experience of being courted in the streets in a manner familiar to us from our teenage. Not here the pious lowering of the eyes – or deliberate turning of male backs as occurred to me once in Amman when I had the audacity to approach some men to ask them the way … And I bring home from Cairo the memory of the best chat-up line I ever heard, as we sweated in the damaging heat at the side of a road, trying to pluck up courage to cross … “How do you like Alaska?” We cracked up laughing and began an interesting if brief friendship with two Egyptians who introduced us to the male side of Arab oppression.

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ISRAEL

Not for a public letter the details of how we finally got into Israel, but we did, entering via the Negev Desert. Believing that the only hope for the Palestinians being slaughtered in the overcrowded ghettoes allotted to them in what was once their country, lay inside Israel itself, in her peace movements and within more humane segments of her population, I felt that it was important to spend some time in Israel proper, getting to know what ‘ordinary Israelis’ felt about the massacres going on.

The first thing we discovered is that there is no such thing as an ‘ordinary Israeli’. Every single one is an absolute individual, matching each other only in the outrageousness of their opinions, the extremity of their views, the tremendous desire to talk, the fierceness of their attitudes – and an absolute belief in themselves as Eternal Victims, no matter that most of the rest of world can see clearly that the whole State of Israel was founded upon an untenable aggression.

I agreed with none of them, but found most of them fascinating to talk to. It was a tremendous relief to see women free in their movements and dress in charge of their own bodies and lives. But a shock to see young girls in alarmingly tight-fitting army dress, huge weapons slung carelessly over their shoulders, smoking, gum-chewing, loudly laughing, swaggering around with their young male counterparts, the young kings and queens of Israel ruling at gunpoint.

And after the first pleasant impression of wellorganized roads with Pedestrian Crossings and no hourly ear-assault from religious loudspeakers, one starts to feel uneasy, then queasy, then downright uncomfortable. Hey! There’s a war going on – and here is the country at war living in obscene modern luxury, unaware it seems of the Other Israel called Palestine, the land of roadblocks and homes reduced to rubble, daily and nightly assault, thousands of disappeared prisoners and weekly lists of men, women and children shot ‘by mistake’.

Sometimes the pressure-cooker the Palestinians are being forced into boils over and some of the blood and rubble hits posh middle-class Israel. Mary met a man who was driving in his car one day when the bus in front of him blew up and he found himself dragging dead bodies out of the wreckage and handling parts of people… We stayed with the brave parents of a young girl killed by a suicide bomber as she walked along a street to school. Instead of joining the chorus of warcries, they joined the peace movement saying “The Occupation killed our daughter.” On their very tasty Jerusalem front door they have a notice saying “Free Palestine”. They have done talks all over the world calling for justice for the Palestinians, and the man appears in John Pilger’s maligned documentary “Palestine is still the issue.”

We went to accompany Palestinian peasants in their olive-picking harvest, watched over, but not protected by, the Israeli Army, and regularly attacked by the Israeli settlers – the most violent and marginal elements of Israeli society, lured by financial reward to live as weapons of war on the tops of hills overlooking Palestinian villages. The man organizing the trip and the person who drove us to the olive groves was, astonishingly, a tall young Rabbi from an unlikely group called “Rabbis for Human Rights”. In such people lies a glimmer of hope.

Sitting at the side of the dusty road after the day’s work, Mary was informed by a handsome young Israeli driver passing by that she was an ‘Arab-lover’ and that he was going to ‘kill us all.’ Another, with amazingly good aim, covered my shoes in spit. I was so surprised, all I could do was burst out laughing and commend his precision, not that he stayed to hear me. I don’t expect it is very funny for the Palestinian peasants who have to watch their crops wasting, or risk their lives picking them.

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COLOMBIA

In the end, apart from a deep, enduring homesickness, it was my profound alienation from both the cultures we were living in that caused me, after 6 months’ absence, to give in to my daughters’ clamour and return to Colombia. Mary stayed for several more weeks. Her reports on her stay in Jenin and elsewhere are available on our website: www.afan.org.uk and if anyone is interested in corresponding regarding the wealth of additional details, anecdotes and experiences we had in the Middle East, I would be happy to answer individuals; our email is: atlantiscommune@hotmail.com

It took me a week to land. I was in a glazed nightmare state from all I had seen and felt in so many alien lands. Bogota the Awful looked beautiful to me. Aeroplanes, previously viewed as unlikely monstrosities, seemed friendly. I’m not sure which felt more unreal: looking down on clouds, looking up at mindbendingly violent films on the myriad TV screens, - or suddenly finding an unknown Colombian girl kneeling down in the aisle next to me saying “Excuse me, but aren’t you Jenny from Atlantis?” It was several moments before I could speak, my brain reeling. We were 35,000 feet in the air – how could anyone up here know me? “I have seen you in a documentary film in Paris where I study”, she “explained”. I still stared, quite braindead with the weirdness of it all. The documentary was made by a film student in Bogota, who had met our kids, including Tristan, when we were refugees and they were juggling and singing in the parks to pay for their next meal …. She was in the middle of making the film about us when Tris and Javier were murdered. The theme of the film then swerved radically and evidently it is now being shown in film competitions.

I arrived in a psychic space-helmet in the Southern town of Popayan, which suddenly looked picturesque to me, with horses and carts and variegated buildings, instead of the unrelenting modernness of the Middle East with its uniformly hideous square concrete block buildings. Normally I regard Popayan as a place to run from as fast as possible back to the mountains.

No-one at home. Ah well, I’d learnt to be stoical in the last 6 months. An insane hot bus-ride for hours and hours over the mountains to the South of the Department of Cauca, hanging precariously out of the door as inside was a suicidal sardine-can of crushed peasants … to a mountain village called Balboa where the whole family were about to put on a theatre show. Even as they all hugged me, a mound of loving female daughters and stepdaughters, I still hadn’t landed. I said to Anne “I just need to walk and walk to wake up from the mental nightmare I am stuck in.”

Be careful what you wish for. The day I left Popayan to travel the normally 7-hour journey home to the farm, there had been a national strike against the new US-backed paramilitary-fomenting rightwing Colombian regime – but the bus company, when telephoned, declared that buses would now be running.

Not wanting to wait two hot hours in the bus-station, I started walking out of Popayan in the direction of Purace National Park – our farm is on its borderlands, but on the far side, in the Department of Huila. First, I walked along the sad island of blackened trees in the centre of the two traffic lanes, commiserating with each tree as I passed, then at last, a turning out of the town and suddenly – it all stopped. The nightmare ended. No noise. Hardly any traffic. Fields. A road going up and up. And up. Hours slipping smoothly by. Grateful legs walking. Grateful lungs breathing. A head full of desert sands and cultural nightmares clearing, cleansing, becoming thought-free. Greener and greener and higher and higher. Then I noticed the time. Uh-uh. No bus.

I didn’t care. I kept walking. Eventually I thought perhaps the sensible thing to do might be to hitch a lift. A lumbering old lorry stopped immediately and I was taken 30 kilometres to the village of Purace where the only street was thick with the gaily coloured tribal clothes of the mountain Indians who are my neighbours. A cup of milk for dinner, then on again for another 15 kilometres with the same driver till he turned off the road to a sulphur mine. We were on the outskirts of the deserted – and feared – Purace park and it was late afternoon. “You must stand here and wait for the bus”, he said, “there are no settlements further on.”

Well I knew there weren’t. I had travelled that road a dozen times by night with our milk lorrydriver friend on journeys between the urban and rural branches of our commune. The road was feared as it was guerrilla territory and it was along there in the loneliest spot that the FARC guerrilla army had massacred 9 innocent people, 7 of them hillwalking ecologists whose families we later got to know in Bogota. This had happened not so many months after the loss of Tris and Javier and unconsolable grief had united us all.

Several people I had approached had said, “Yes, yes, a bus will come.” It never did. I had walked all day, on legs practically unused for 6 months. I ached, but I was happy. Travelling the cold heights of Purace park by milk van, one gets the impression of quite a short journey .. I guessed about 2 hours’ walk.

I guessed wrong. I had to reach the other side where there would be peasant shacks where they would take me in for the night. Fooled by the thought of a bus, I had on only a short-sleeved blouse and a light poncho. If it rained, I was in serious trouble. If I stopped, I would quickly freeze. If I carried on, my legs might give out. I searched the paramo for any landmark on that long road that I might recognize from previous journeys. I was too happy ever to seriously worry, though it did occur to me I might be calmly walking myself to my death before ever seeing my farm again – not death from the guerrilla, whom I felt confident of talking to, but from climate shock and exposure: when the lorry dropped me, my lungs caved in, unaccustomed to the altitude. I remembered the sick headache I had felt at several hundred feet below sealevel at the Black Sea not so long ago … I breathed very carefully, shallowly, realizing the road was still climbing …

Signs appeared, of a different nature: a rainbow flashed brilliantly on the screen of the sky telling me all would be well. Night fell and a shooting star repeated the message. A satellite flashed brilliantly catching the light of …what? Sun on the other side of the world? I couldn’t work it out.

My hands started to freeze. Without stopping – too dangerous to stop – I got my thin little socks out of my bag and used them as gloves. I moved my hands constantly, put them against my hot stomach to keep them alive. I marched on and on. No moon. But the sky with its trillions of bright stars reflects the water in the potholes in the road so you can avoid them … earlier I had noted with some alarm man-sized bottomless potholes where a stream passing under the road had forced itself through, creating death traps for silly people with failing legs and their head in the stars walking the forbidden road of Purace.

“FARC order: anyone travelling between 6.0 p.m. and 6.0 a.m. will be fined a million pesos,” announced a huge banner slung high across the road that I could just read as the light failed. “Or worse”, I thought – but I knew they would be more scared of me, not knowing who on earth I was, than I would be of them.

Eventually it was pitch black and I could only navigate by the sound of water rushing either side of the road in that high damp paramo that keeps half of Colombia green. I passed the point where the 9 people had been shot, one after the other, and thrown down a steep ravine. I agonized yet again with each of them as they faced their death. I passed the deserted cabin of the peasant man who had been kept in jail for months falsely accused of responsibility for the murders and whom we eventually, through dogged persistence, got released. And the road blessedly started to go downhill.

Five hours quick trot – I could not believe how long that road was. I worried that even if I did come to huts on the other side, I would be too embarrassed to scare the people by calling out so late at night. I risked a quick sitdown, very brief in case my legs seized up. Sat on my hat in the middle of the dark road. And I heard fairy music. OK, so my mind has given out. Nice sound though. I dismissed the hope, thinking it might be a trick of the night air bringing the sound from miles away across the mountains.

Suddenly there they were: two lighted peasant huts, with loud music playing. Oh dear. How do I explain my existence? The door of one hut was open. I pushed away my impulse to keep walking insanely on for fear of frightening them and shouted boldly: “excuse me, I have walked across the Park (no-one ever does that) and the night fell and I need shelter.”

I was immediately surrounded by armed guerrilla soldiers. I kept talking. I was never worried. I knew all the names of my neighbours, of the milkman, I could chat happily about where I lived. “Are you North American?” one asked, unsubtley. No, I am European, would you like to see my passport? He received it as a precious gift and they all went off into a huddle to study it. I was by now sitting – oh blessed word – by the dying embers of the blackened stove chatting happily to the peasant owner of the house who knew the area I lived in, still so many miles away. A guerrilla soldier came back smiling and said, “Are you the mother of Alicia?” Indeed I am. “I like her,” he said (she is wellknown as she has a little motorbike and is forever doing people favours by giving lifts in a transportless area). “Of course you do,” I laughed, “she is very beautiful.”

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I was home, amidst customs and people I understand, talking a language I speak fluently, living in a homely poverty where every gift of food and little kindness is immensely appreciated. I had landed.

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PETROL

But the curse of the extraction of the black blood of Mother Earth that will bleed us all to death has followed me home. Yesterday, Anne went to a local community meeting called by the Colombian national petrol company, Ecopetrol. They sent a nice man to offer the local people bribes in the form of pathetic little casual jobs in exchange for them not making a fuss about the monstrosity about to land on our doorstep: the ripping up of the borderlands of Purace National Park to keep the hellish wheels and weapons of a hellish civilization rolling.

On a losing platform, Anne spoke at the meeting, pointing out that blood always follows oil. The paramilitaries will come in. There will be local warfare in the scramble for protection money from the multinationals that will arrive. As one lone wise peasant put it “They will take the riches, and we will be left with the rubble.”

The local families of course think only of money for next week’s food bill … The tree cutting has been stopped. Now this. Our environmental battle continues.

Until next Green Letter, goodbye and love, Jenny

~ End Green Letter 58 ~

GREEN LETTER FROM COLOMBIA No. 59

19th January 2003

Note from Jenny James: this Green Letter is much longer than usual as we are including reports on the excellent anti-war activities of our Irish branch for those many friends we know will be fascinated.)

Colombia, with the accustomed backing and pressure from the US has taken yet another swerve towards the Right. There is an all-out attack on past labour gains: overtime pay, pensions, wages in general. (Maggie Thatcher would be jealous.) The hordes of street sellers are under constant pressure to disappear and the war has intensified.

So poverty and the problem of tens of thousands of country people displaced to the dirty, noisy, polluted cities is increasing, whilst the methods they are forced to use to survive, like selling pathetic little items on the streets, is technically banned. One of my Colombian sons-in-law was selling mobile phone calls on a street corner in Popay…n - the phone was confiscated by the police. One day in Bogot…, I wept as I witnessed the indignity of an able-bodied young man dancing grotesquely amidst the heat and fumes with a full-size inflatable female doll attached to his feet in front of the cars lined up at the traffic lights, hoping to earn a few pesos before they streamed by: this bizarre scene summed up for me the degradation of urban Colombia.

Our main money-earner, astrologer Anne, who is forced to spend most of her life in Bogot…, is also feeling the blessings of the new government. She is Irish, and this evidently is now a crime in Colombia, since the lengthy imprisonment - accused of guerrilla sympathies - of three Irishmen, whom she visits regularly, there being no Irish consul in Colombia. Attempting to renew her residence visa, Anne has so far been refused. Needless to say, we dont tend to take matters like this lying down

ATTEMPTED KIDNAP

The FARC guerrilla force, under increasing attack from government forces, often react somewhat irrationally, to say the least, towards the civilian population. Here is a firsthand account of an alarming experience undergone by my daughter Louise (21):

Travelling by bus from Bogot… to Popay…n, we passed through at least 4 checkpoints manned by police and army and I was never asked for my identity card, which was in Bogot… with Anne, who was struggling to extend my visa. But in the tiny Indian village of PuracŠ in the mountains between our farm and our town house, the Guerrilla had a checkpoint where they asked for everyones papers, going through all the luggage and doing body-checks for weapons. There were three guerrilla women and two men. The men were quite friendly, but the women were very hostile to everyone, especially to the women passengers.

When I explained to a guerrilla woman the situation with my papers, she said, We will have to keep you here then. Get your luggage off the bus. And she walked away quickly, not willing to listen to anything I had to say.

I felt quite scared, thinking of my nephew Tristan who was murdered two and a half years ago after being kidnapped by FARC militia, and I thought of all our many friends killed or disappeared by the guerrilla for no reason. I got on the bus to get my bags down and the first thing I went for was my guitar as I knew singing our very radical social and political songs would be a way of making friends with them. A guerrilla man was on the bus going through the luggage with so much armament all over him that he could hardly move. I explained my situation and asked please would he help me? He just said, 'Theres nothing we can do, get your bags off the bus. You have to stay here.' At this point, I couldnt help crying. Everyone else was getting back on the bus, and I was able to tell my boyfriend who was travelling with me what was happening. As soon as everyone saw my situation, they were suddenly paralysed and refused to get on the bus without me! Earlier, I had made friends with the bus driver, a man in his 50s, sitting in the front with him for about an hour telling him about our work, the deaths of our boys, our being made refugees twice and he now refused to drive the bus away when ordered to by the guerrilla, saying, 'She is my passenger and I cant leave without her.' (Note: this brave move does not always work. Years ago, before the death of Tris, one of our best friends in the village we lived in in Tolima was taken off a bus, and the passengers and driver tried to stay in solidarity with him, but were told they would all be shot if they didnt go. Our friend, an old man, Don Pedro, beloved by everyone, was crying not to be left, but they were forced to go, and he was slaughtered.)

My boyfriend was white as a sheet. He comes from a rightwing town north of Bogot… and had hardly seen a guerrilla soldier in his life. He tried to talk to one of them, and at one point a male guerrillero asked me if I was a singer, and I said, Yes, and that if I had to stay with them, I would sing for them and that all my music was of social content and against the rightwing government.

Finally, the guerrilla man gave me a long lecture about the importance of carrying ones identity card, told me never to travel without it again and that I could go home this time, but that it would be the only time. Once we took off, everyone in the bus was very kind to me and a drunk man who had been drinking the whole journey and singing out loud came up to me with a bottle and offered me some to calm my nerves. I said, Thank you very much, but I never drink and Im calm already.

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Many people are not as lucky as Louise. The point where she was stopped was very near the place where 9 people were taken nearly 2 years ago, shot and thrown down a deep ravine. The children of our commune had seen them when they were captured near our farm, and as it was only a few months after our own boys deaths, we sought out and made friends with the families of many of the victims, sharing their grief. We also eventually obtained the release from prison of a peasant falsely accused of complicity in the massacre.

PRISON NASTIES

I had intended to write about some surprisingly humane aspects of the Colombian prison system, which in general has a justifiably bad press through hideous overcrowding and terrible internal massacres caused through weapons being brought into the prisons for the use of the various warring factions and gangs. Nearly everyone is so poorly paid in Colombia that bribery of the guards is simple.

On my visits to the incarcerated Irishmen, I had also been astonished - having in the past been both an internal and external visitor to European prisons through active political work - to note the freedom, ease and regular lengthy conjugal visits allowed in Colombian prisons.

Alas, in disbelief I learn that the long hand of the USA now stretches to control the high security jails of Colombia. My brain cant get around this one, but it is a fact. Suddenly, our three Irish friends have been moved to an American prison far far away from population centres, up on the high cold p…ramo outside Bogot…. Here is Annes unhappy account of her first visit to Combita, American implant on Colombian soil:

I travelled by bus from Bogot… in the middle of the night, a 3 and a half hour journey, and queued in the dark with another 60 women waiting to go in. You have to stand in the freezing air with bare legs - no long skirts or trousers allowed, only very short skirts which must be neither black nor blue! Soon I felt boiling hot with anger in spite of the cold as I was now told I could not wear my jumper, shirt or T-shirt as they were dark green! I was forced to leave the queue and go and acquire a white shirt!

At least the other women were vociferous in their own complaints, especially as it got later and later and we were still outside. Eventually we got in, and I refrained from slapping the woman guard who tried to tell me my identity card wasnt an identity card (foreigners cards are different). Then came the part the other women had warned me of: the body search, some kind of weird US-invented sado-masochistic kinkiness.

Three of us went into a room with three female guards. I got the worst one: a violent little lesbian punk-rocker-looking thing. Lift your jumper and shirt. Lift your bra up and down over your head 3 times. I gawked and asked why. Just do it. So I did, keeping a running commentary for the other two women who were being searched about the strangeness and inhumanness of it all. You cannot wear a black bra! Pardon? Its the rules. So I stripped, said I didnt like wearing bras anyhow, and gave it to her. Then she told me to lift my skirt, drop my knickers to my knees and do 3 knee bends. I gawked even more and fruitlessly asked WHY .. I performed a few half-hearted ballet plies and was told, You must bend your knees more. So I executed the most graceful full plies I could manage, complete with arm positions, and added a bit of belly dancing on the way up. The guard turned quite red, and the other two women visitors and one of the guards were smiling. I said to my guard that if she liked that kind of work, she has some serious psychological problems. Everyone stiffened as I was obviously going a bit far for them all. I announced that I found it very extreme and would be making a complaint about it.

Then we passed through another checkpoint and repeated the whole charade except that you only have to do one pliŠ . However, the girl in charge was totally different in attitude, apologetic, not offensive, and I complained about her work companion. She did not comment, but there was no bad vibe.

Once inside, I realized that the incidents over knickers and kneebends were minor and relatively human compared with the feeling of inhumanity that pervades the place, and most of my conversation with Jim, the friend I was visiting, was to do with battling with the US gods of steel and concrete that rule the place. Every little hint of anything soft or natural has been deliberately wiped out. After months of visiting the men elsewhere, I felt it was my very first time in a real prison. La Picota and La Modelo (infamous bad Colombian prisons) are holiday homes in comparison. I felt very homesick for them, so I can imagine what the fellas feel! The square hate-filled ugliness of the place is soul-crushing. But its Colombia, so you still have conjugal visits - but only 20 minutes every 45 days ..Thats cruelty to animals, one girl said to me. You have to spend the rest of the day in a cold shower

The bus back to Bogot… was driven by a maniac. I have his number and will complain. He nearly drove a motorbike off the road. I told him what he'd nearly done and he was quite shaken as I was very angry and upset. I got off the bus in tears, a taxi driver stopped to offer his services, saw the state of me and asked me what was the matter. The poor man got a long story about prisons, the US and bus drivers. He said, Yes, they (the Americans) want to turn us all into robots like them. He put his arm around me and gave me a squeeze. I felt bad that I couldnt afford to take his taxi

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It needs adding that the three Irishman have not been tried or sentenced, mainly because there is not a scrap of concrete evidence against them.. They form part of the thousands of people all over the world now in prison in the wake of George Bushs phoney war on terror.

A VERY IRISH COURT CASE

The branch of our community that still operates in Ireland is super-active at the moment, as our friend Mary Kelly, her 13 year old daughter Julie (who lived most of her life until now with us in Colombia), my own daughter Becky (40, mother of Tristan, my murdered grandson), and many other friends and associates have established a permanent Peace Camp at Shannon airport where an endless stream of American warplanes land and refuel, on their way to cause generalized catastrophe by bombing Iraq. This is in absolute contravention of Irelands own neutrality laws.

Here is a report from Mary of the court case of Eoin Dubsky, an Irish peace activist who achieved to enter Shannon warport as they have now renamed it, and spray-paint slogans on the windscreen of a bomber plane.

Eoins solicitor asked each prosecution witness what was aboard the plane? None of them would answer. And what was aboard all the other warplanes that land? No answer. The realization dawned on all present that the court had no authority to ask questions or to board those planes to find out what they are carrying, i.e. that our Government is not in charge of security - effectively the US is in charge!

The Judge proved to be very thorough, fair, and humourous. The Garda (Irish police force) came across as .. well, somewhat unconvincing. At one point, one Garda said the planes might have been carrying food .. the Judge snorted Do you expect me to believe that these planes are carrying hamburgers for the US troops! Another Garda said that he thought the Hercules aircraft was part of an air show.

The Judge was very severe with the Garda. One got such a telling-off for a procedural error that we almost felt sorry for him! There was a lot of mix up and confusion amongst the Garda and airport security about protocol and the Judge was not impressed. Eoins defence solicitor claimed that he did not do criminal damage but was trying to bring to the attention of the public the criminal action that these planes were involved in. He asked the Judges permission to quote from international law and very surprisingly the Judge said Yes and listened very attentively, wrote copious notes and asked for copies of all the international laws used!

Eoin took the witness stand and the prosecutor tried to give him hell, calling him a common criminal. He replied that he did this action because of his concern for the people in Iraq under threat of war. When asked why he did not use the democratic process, he said he had done: he had TDs (MPs) asking questions in the D…il (Parliament) and had joined our campaign to have the Irish Prime Minister indicted for complicity in warcrimes. The Garda at the station where he handed in a complaint against the Prime Minister had threatened to have him arrested for wasting their time.

There was shocked silence at this piece of information and the Judge got him to repeat the facts twice! Eoin was brilliant giving his evidence for over an hour, unwavering and using the prosecutors jibes in his favour the whole time. Later he had an Iraqi woman doctor take the stand and speak at length about the effects of Depleted Uranium (D.U.) on Iraqi children and unborn babies, the terrible increase in deformities and multiple cancers, the attacks on water and sewage systems, and the 300% increase in US/UK attacks over the past few months. An American woman who went to Iraq with Voices in the Wilderness also gave shocking testimonies. The Judge sat in attentive silence throughout and did not even take notes. He deferred making a judgement until a future date. My reading on this is that he is scared to give a decision, as it was obvious he wanted to rule in favour of Eoin, but that this would cause a legal riot. He has huge responsibility on how to rule in this case, which was reported on very favourably in the main papers the next day.

During the lunch break, we all piled into a pub. The Garda were in the front bar. I was slagging them about not being able to give evidence properly as they were in agreement with us really. I asked them what they thought of the case, and one of them said, Sure we cant be talking to you, Mary, youll only put what we say up on your website! He told me they had read some report where I had called their Superintendent obnoxious - while laughing all along. Next day I did an interview with W. Cork radio and with Radio Free Eirinn in New York ..

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THE SETTING UP OF SHANNON PEACE CAMP

Mary reports: We picked a site at the side of the road near a roundabout which leads up to the warport. We put loads of banners on the roundabout and throughout the day and night held up a sign asking motorists to BEEP FOR PEACE. And loads of people did. We also picked the coldest night of the year! Five women from Galway arrived just before the roads iced over. Three photographers turned up and took loads of pictures of us. With just 3 hours of light, we put up lots of banners, the Irish tricolour and also the Palestinian flag. We made a huge bonfire and a few people came to visit. A local man and his son and granddaughter came with flasks of hot drinks and a bootload of wood. The son had been a Prisoner of War of the British, had been to Nicaragua and wants to go to Palestine. One elderly peace activist, a Galway woman, noticing these people were from Sinn Fein, said Oh, we dont want to be associated with them so I had some severe words with her. The Garda drove by a few times, friendly, and asked how we were braving the cold, and how long we were staying? We stayed up most of the night talking by the fire and hearing each others stories. It was absolutely freezing. I tried lying down in a tent for a while and froze. Better to be up. There was a surprising amount of traffic to the airport all night, and people kept beeping their horns or yelling support. At 8.0 a.m., just as it was getting light, a woman who had just seen her son off at the airport joined us: she was feeling a bit depressed, spotted our fire and was inspired by our banners. Since then she has brought us a stove and a load of pallets to burn, plus a video camera to record us! Another local woman brought us bread and milk and two famous women writers brought a bottle of brandy and lots of encouragement.

As I write, all this was just 6 days ago, and since then there has been a tidal wave of happenings. I am bowled over, stunned at the amount of support, fantastic solidarity, positivity and non-stop activity that has come out of this camp. Of course, the Garda came by on the second day and said, Hey, we thought your protest was just for 24 hours. They said we had to leave - orders from the owners, Aer Rianta (Irish Airways). I demanded that a representative of Aer Rianta come on site to talk to us, and he did, but was horrible and would not even introduce himself. I asked his name and requested that he prove to me that the land belonged to him. He stormed off in a police car.

Later he turned up with a map, was very nervous and held the map upside down when he showed it to us! I said, I cant just believe that map. We need to see the original title deeds please. He stormed off again.

I went to the Garda station to say we would move as soon as we saw the documents requested. The Garda on duty was very friendly and said, Quite right, that they too would want real proof that the land belonged to the airway before they came to move us! I had been very worried that they would come in the night and force us to move. He said, No way, we will give you 24 hours notice! Since then we have not heard a word from them.

The Irish Times phoned me up and I gave an interview and they carried the story the next day. Such publicity gives us immense security. I had told the Aer Rianta guy that if they moved us, we would end up in a place far more embarrassing for them. Our initial tents had looked very temporary .. the arrival of a caravan showed that we meant business. I said, 'Are you telling me that one caravan is more dangerous than all those war planes you are allowing through the airport?!' I have plenty of tinker blood in me and he knew straightaway that I was very serious. I put out an SOS for people to come and help us in case of eviction. People in the anti-war movement in Dublin organized a demo. outside the Dept. of Transport there which is the head of Aer Rianta. So many people around the country have now become involved, as we are a focal point for people to express themselves on this issue, and we are getting lots of visitors. They have brought loads of fire wood, donations of money (including 40 euros from a local bank manager!), a stove, a caravan, an offer of a mobile home, and there are dozens of articles and photos in the press every day. We got 3 minutes on the TV news, which Becky reports was very impactful, showing a Hercules warplane at the airport and a troops transporter landing; it showed Eoin walking into court, interviews with me and other women, then clips of scenes from Greenham common anti-nuclear weapons camp showing 50,000 women, many climbing over the fence. The Irish public was saturated with information all week, as Beckys case (from a former demo at the airport) and Eoins were also in the news. A big surprise is that the Irish Labour party has now come out against the use of Shannon for warplanes and the countrys largest union, the SIPTU is also opposing the Iraqi war.

Julie, Becky and I went to Limerick to join others doing a leafleting-awareness stall on the main street. People came and signed our petition. Then we went to the airport just as the hugest Jumbo jet, Evergreen, which also carries troops and cargo, arrived. Three days ago, there were 10 planes - that means at least a whole infantry of 4000 men passed through. A Hercules came in on the same day. Luckily we were there to do our job, alert the media and it got on telly that night. We also appeared on the Late Show, the most watched TV programme in Ireland. They tried to twist the story by giving nearly all the time to a virulent pro-Sharon Israeli soldier who went on about having to put a gas mask on his grandfathers face when Saddam let off some Scud missiles during the Gulf War, but after the show, many people from Shannon drove out at midnight to come and see the camp, and a guy from Cork drove all the way to offer support. A brother of Christy Moores (famous Irish singer) came and sang us a song he had written about the situation, and one of the founders of Greenpeace Ireland contacted me to say she has organized a walk along the Shannon river to end up at the airport. The local priest spoke out against the war in the church on Sunday. We also got a call from a friend to tell us that RED FM, a Cork radio station, has been broadcasting a hate campaign against us, using a shockjock to call us a bunch of dirty lesbians and say he would like to bomb us out of it, and he called on people to attack us. He is a very rightwing American. I phoned the manager to complain.

But a great breakthrough just now: a guy from the Met. Office at the airport let us know he is willing to help with information. He says there are four of them who want to stop giving information to the US planes. Many of the workers are pissed off and dont want to service the warplanes. I have sent a letter to their Trades Union asking for a meeting between them and members of the peace camp. We are hoping that they will get the workers to down tools on this one. Local kids come to the camp every day and sit around the fire at night. Some of their parents work at the airport.

We have done so many radio interviews all over the country. I was on Donegal and Kilkenny radio. All of this after 6 days.

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I hope that reading this has cured all those who, like us, have despaired at ever being able to swerve the insane course of world events. For continuing information, email Becky at: atlantisfoundation@eircom.net or Mary at newpal@eircom.net - or just go to Shannon airport!

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HELP SAVE COLOMBIA WITH A SONG

And now back to Colombia, where I have the impossible task of conveying the sound of music, the rhyming of Spanish words and the charisma of three young girls you have never met who are producing some grippingly powerful songs in an attempt to shift the destiny of Colombia. Songs against drug-taking, songs for peace and social justice, songs of sorrow for the scarred countryside and songs of joy for that which remains wild and intact. Katie and Louise, 17 and 21, sisters, the composers, and Laura, Mary Kellys daughter, also 17, adept musician, performing daily, mostly free, known already throughout the department capital of Popay…n, struggling to produce their first CD, paid for with their own work teaching dancing, music, English . Every time I say, but surely youre going to put such-and-such a song on the CD, its so powerful .. I hear, But, mum, we cant, every song costs 500,000 pesos to record.. Thats 200 dollars. For songs that unfailingly get to the core of guerrilla fighter or soldier, rich rightwinger or poor campesino. Songs that could help change Colombia.

Up until now, over the years of our campaign, I have mainly only asked for seeds - the response has been absolutely fantastic. Now I want to ask for help to Buy a Song. I dont want a single one of their best compositions left off that CD for lack of pesos. Their musicians play for free, the girls have sold their beloved piano to pay for 4 of the songs and of course the CD will when finished wing its way to any contributor (though, sorry, its in Spanish!). For a selection of the words (translated), please write to me at atlantiscommune@hotmail.com or write to: Jenny James, Atlantis, Telecom, BelŠn, Huila, Colombia.

For newcomers to the Green Letters: Nos. 1-58, plus pictures and other material are available on: www.afan.org.uk Af…n means URGENCY in Spanish.
Love to all our friends and unknown readers, Jenny James, Atlantis Ecological Community, Colombia, South America.

~ End Green Letter 59 ~

GREEN LETTER No. 60

8th March 2003

              Why do I live at the heart of these green mountains?
              I smile without replying,
              My mind wholely serene,
              Flowers fall, water flows ..           (Li Po)

Well, that's on a good day, but with an outrageous war about to be unleashed on the world, and with the Irish branch of our community involved up to the neck in anti-war activities, I have decided to dedicate this 'Green' letter to their trials and travails.

Our long-term (over 22 years) community member Mary Kelly is now a heroine in Ireland - or a shameful criminal, according to your position on the US/UK empire-building plans.

Mary's first brush with the law at Shannon Warport happened towards the end of a demonstration there last August, held to bring attention to the US warplanes landing there in contravention of Ireland's own neutrality laws. There were about 150-200 people on it. Here is Mary's own account:

"After marching to the airport, we gathered outside the terminal and many of us made declarations and speeches, including myself. I spoke about my recent experience in Palestine and about the fact that Iraq was only about 7 hours away by air and of the need to get active about the US using our airport to refuel. I directed a lot of my words to the Gardai (Irish police) who are protecting this illegal use of Shannon. Afterwards, we did a 'die-in' in front of them (ed.: where protesters lie in the road to represent the dead in a war), and after that, some of us tried talking to them. They were blatantly denying that any US planes land there to refuel, and kept saying things like 'You've done your protest now, why don't you go home, we want to go home for our tea'. I said, 'What about the people who can't go home or are under curfew (in Palestine) or have no home because it's been bombed?' They would not answer.

"Finally everybody drifted off. I was left with a friend and I talked with her about how empty and unsatisfied I felt after the protest. I did not want to go away. I decided I had to push it much further.

"I went for a walk with my friend along the perimeter fence and at the control tower area, with her help, I was able to scale the fence and get through the barbed wire, then over and on to the runway. It was about 6 p.m. I had a placard saying 'NO US BOMBERS'. My intention was to get arrested in order to get the issue into the media.

" A patrol car immediately screeched towards me and a Garda jumped out. I gave him a good run. When he caught me, he forcibly dragged me to the patrol car, pulled my hair and twisted my arm up my back.

"I told him to take it easy, that I was going without a fight. He was really freaked out and I thought he was going to have a heart attack, as he was so unfit and gasping for breath! He took me to the place where the baggage comes through and there were loads of passengers there. I yelled out several times that there were US bombers landing illegally at the airport. People looked astonished to see me being yanked off into a room.

"The Head of the airport security told me I had committed a very serious crime and was being charged with endangering the lives of people and planes! I asked them why they did not protest themselves and that Ireland would be colluding with the bombing of Iraq as we did over Afghanistan. They were very rude. I kept myself in good spirits by annoying them.

"Then I was taken to Shannon Garda station and was greeted with, 'Oh No, not you again.' I kept talking to them and at one point was near to tears when telling them about Palestine. Suddenly their attitude completely changed. The previously obnoxious sergeant said, "Look, the Government has been taking it up the .. for years from the US and they are not going to stand up to them, and ye don't know the f.ing half of what goes through here at nighttime!" He said they felt sickened by it themselves but don't know how to do anything and have not got the will!

"The main guy told me that one night at 4 a.m., he went out and found Clinton's special jet on the runway with two fighter jets accompanying it, bearing Chelsea, his daughter on a visit to her pen pal in Switzerland. This disgusted him. He also mentioned that there was some jet in recently that they - the airport security guards! - were not allowed near. He repeated that we don't know the half of it. He then said that the only way our protest might work was if we got over 1,000 people at Shannon! And do a daily protest outside the Dail (Irish Parliament) as well!

"They had seen me on TV at the time I was in the siege of the Nativity Church in Bethlehem and asked me a lot about Palestine, and said that the Palestinians were a lovely people, as they met many of them in the police station who were turned down from getting visas to the US. They said they had listened very carefully to all our statements about Shannon and were impressed! The main guy gave me his name and address and said he would like some information about what goes through there!

"And then they let me go!! They did not want to charge me as it would cause too much publicity. A reporter phoned while I was there but they denied that I had been arrested .

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"If the people lead, the leaders will have to follow" (quote found on the Internet)

Then came the setting up of Shannon Peace Camp as described in the last Green Letter. The story continues in Mary's own words:

"On January 28, numerous US warplanes were still coming into Shannon. That night, I scaled the fence and went into the airport at around 5 a.m. with a heavy tool, a mixture of a big axe and a lump hammer. It was a rainy and stormy night and I felt unable to do the job I wanted, i.e. to get to one of the US planes, as it was nearing dawn and they were parked too near the brightly lit terminal. So, I considered it a practice, mended the barbed wire and returned to camp!

"Next day I talked to Becky about the extreme frustration of not being able to stop this war and the reality of people being killed, the brutality and senselessness of it all. That night on Irish-language TV, there was an interview with 2 fluent Irish speakers from the peace camp, and they told us they had inside information that there would be three US planes in that night. . From the perimeter fence, I noticed there was a US Navy plane in and parked well away from the airport. It was a chance not to be missed. I climbed the 7 foot fence, and started walking across the rough ground towards the runway. It was a dry night. I felt very calm. Beforehand, back at camp, I had sat in our huge empty Teepee and thought strongly of all the American Indians who had been slaughtered by the US . and I imagined the huge space in front of me as I crossed the airport as a desert in the Middle East, as I made my journey towards the white plane with US Navy markings. "As I got near, I noticed a car parked almost next to it, and it looked as if there were four people inside. That stopped me in my tracks, but I decided that I had come this far and wanted to get a swipe or two at this killing monster before I got arrested. "I went to the left front wheel. I had heard that the fuel lines are near there. I saw them and gently gave a few thuds with my new untried axe. The metal was soft and soon I had destroyed them without making much noise. I had been told that the nose cone holds the most sensitive equipment, so next I went and struck a couple of blows there. I really had to swing the axe high above my head and whack hard. It took two good strikes to make it penetrate the metal. Then I saw that it was fairly easy to do, in fact as easy as chopping a hard log of wood. I got hot and took off my heavy dark jacket and left it on the ground with a bag with a bottle of water inside. I had on dark trousers, a hat, and a bright fluorescent high visibility half jacket so that I might look like an airport worker at first glance. I swung the axe many times all over the nose cone, then moved on to the wings where I was told the engines are encased. They were covered by a huge hard strong material. I started slicing through it trying to get at the engine. It was surprisingly tough material.

"Then the car suddenly drove right up to the plane and I could see someone's legs walk towards the plane and pick up my coat and bag which I had left near the wheel and bust fuel lines. I saw his legs walk back to the car, then he returned to the plane. He walked all around, and as he did, I would slink into the shadows. Then came the moment when he saw me. I took one last swing at the back end of the plane, then dropped the axe and shouted that I was a peace activist and was disarming a war machine, as he caught me and twisted my head saying, "I'll break your fucking neck" (that used to be my colonel father's favourite expression when he got angry).

"He was really hurting me badly so I started screaming at him to let me go and that I was unarmed and to please calm down! My hat had fallen off and he could see my woman's face. He marched me with my head held in a lock grip towards the airport building. I slowed right down to try and calm him as he had probably received a fierce shock.

"He was demanding to know where my accomplices were. I insisted I was alone. He took me into a building that said, 'Immigration control' and into an office where a detective jumped up to attention and my captor explained he had caught me. They got a Garda to come in and mind me while they had a quick conference in another room. The new detective was very slimey and cynical towards me. I told them all that I was doing the job they should be doing, and I spoke about the innocent people in Iraq who are living in terror and we in Ireland are contributing to the unjust war being waged on them. "That's what YOU believe," he said. Another younger Garda that I knew came on the scene after having seen the plane and said, "Thanks VERY MUCH Mary." A cheery-looking burly Garda who was minding me grinned and said, "You haven't made some people's day!" He was nice, a bit of sunshine in a horrible downpour!

"I was pacing up and down refusing to sit. I could see the arrivals and departures listed on a TV screen and I commented to them that none of the US planes were listed on them, as if it doesn't happen. About 50 minutes after being captured, 3 of them took me to a squad car, and a World Airways plane came in quite near us. I said, 'Hey, here's another US warplane.' They denied it outright.

"They drove out of the airport and soon we were passing the sleeping peace camp and saw the sign "Beep for Peace". "Ah, c'mon, beep for peace!" I said to them. Stony silence.

"We got to Shannon Garda Station and a cheery Garda on duty introduced himself to me as Liam. He was very correct, polite and did everything by the book. He brought me a lovely cup of weak tea as I'd asked for and said, "I like it weak too, nothing worse than strong tea which sticks to the roof of your mouth!" There was a nice older Garda present who ticked Liam off for giving me a cup which had some slightly rude sex joke on it.

"The detective who arrested me was a real farmerish looking bull of a guy and he soon paired up with another detective and they both had the coldest looking eyes that made me quite scared. I kept talking to Liam and asked if I could make a phone call. I phoned Tim and said, 'I've been arrested for damaging a US warplane. Please could you phone Becky and tell her my news.'

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                           The Lone Protester
                       The lone protester is a voice
                       Inconvenient to the gilded ears
                       Of policy makers in the rarefied air
                       Of marble rooms in London and Rotterdam
                       To be muzzled with money, guns or both
                       Or shut in prison where silence
                       Locks doors and windows by day and night
                       And throws away the key
                       Into History's incinerator
                                                 (Ken Saro-Wiwa, executed
                                                  for anti Shell-oil protests,
                                                  Nigeria, 1995)

Mary's story continues:

"It was past 6. a.m. and they called for a female Garda to hurry up and come on duty and do a body search. She was a very nice buxom woman in her 30s who told me her name and said, "My God, you're a mighty woman!" She was very kind and not intrusive when I had to strip. She asked with interest about the bottle of Rescue remedy I had in my pocket and I explained it was great for shock or when dealing with new experiences!

"Then I was taken out for questioning. When this ended, I asked them to let me call Becky, but I couldn't even speak to her, I was in bits. She quickly let me know she was coming up straightaway. I was shaking with relief as everything suddenly felt huge, much bigger than I could handle. I was trying not to cry. The friendly Garda woman said to me, "Maybe now is the time you need a drop from your bottle?" I asked her to put a few drops of Rescue remedy in a glass of water and within a few minutes I was right as rain and able to laugh and joke again!

"Later I was told I was going to court about 30 miles north. As I walked outside with a friend who had come to be with me, TV3 and RTE (Irish TV) were filming us. I chatted in the car with the detective beside me and invited him to come and visit the Peace camp and added that he could come in disguise if he needed to keep his identity concealed from his colleagues. He said, No way, 'If I visit I will come as myself.' He then said he respected my beliefs and that I had acted according to them!

"The court hearing took place in Killaloe. The TV cameras were outside and the press were already inside. The charges said I had done upwards of HALF A MILLION euros damage to a US plane. I nearly fainted! I thought I had just given it a few bashes. I looked around and all my friends from the peace camp were struggling not to laugh out loud. The court clerk looked at us all with daggers.

"The prosecutor said he believed I was dangerous and would continue to do more damage. My solicitor, Joe Noonan, said that I did what I did with lawful excuse, I was not a criminal and it would take a long court case involving international law to present my case fully. He had the task of fending off a pack of wolfhounds baying for my blood. We were all full of admiration for his handling of the case.

"The Judge said that to get bail, I was banned from entering County Clare, had to pay 5,000 euros, surrender my passport and sign on three times a week at a Garda Station. He then walked out. I told my solicitor no way would I accept those conditions and I would go to prison. Then I said goodbye to everyone, made a statement to the Press and was taken to the Garda Station. The Sergeant in charge was very nice indeed - he was from West Cork and was delighted when I said I was too. He made a cup of coffee for me.

"Then we set out for Limerick jail, with one driver and one detective. The guy who arrested me had fallen asleep at Killaloe Station and so they left him behind.

"The Gardai at Limerick were amazingly friendly, delighted to say hello and some of them said, "You're one of our own." Even some visitors and prisoners were trying to get a look at me, as it was now 6 p.m. and it had been No. 1 item on the news. The four guys working in the office where I had to give in my few possessions were all smiles .

"Then I was delivered to the women's prison. Immediately two female screws told me to take off my clothes. The most senior one, a blonde fatty misery, said she did not believe my age (50) and asked how I kept looking good. I said it was my lifestyle and invited her to come and visit me at the peace camp. She said, ''Tis you that will be spending many a long year with me in here m'dear!'

"I was then put in a cell with a huge bruiser of a woman, very bitter looking, and I was upset to find she was a heavy smoker. I had to sleep on a bunk above her and she smoked throughout the night. I hadn't slept for two nights and was relieved to collapse, but I woke hardly able to breathe with a stinking headache. At 8.0 a.m. I was asked if I wanted to speak to the Doctor. He shook my hand and said, "Well done, I'd love to take you out for a drink some time." I said, 'Forget that, I am dying and need your help. I came in here healthy, sound as a bell, and now my health is deteriorating very fast.' I said I would go on hunger strike if I did not get a cell of my own or with a non-smoker.

That afternoon, my cell mate was moved out.

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IRELAND ON SUNDAY, 9th Feb. 2003

PEACENIKS WON THIS BATTLE OF SHANNON

Imagine - all it takes to make our Government look thoroughly ridiculous and inept is a handful of peaceniks. The Shannon agitators . achieved all their aims with devastating impact, then dismantled their tents and left. . The protest has been an unqualified coup for the peace brigade . Gulf-bound US troops .. have been diverted to Germany. I call that game, set and match . What a public relations disaster for Bertie (ed. The Irish P.M) this has been: silly doesn't begin to describe his handling of the affair. .. Just look at the sequence of events. Mary Kelly sneaks in and manages to do 500,000 euros worth of damage on a US Navy plane and Bertie responds by despatching one Garda to protect it. Then five more saboteurs breach defences and carry out additional damage to an aircraft . belatedly, 120 soldiers are ordered to do sentry duty at the airport, just as it emerges that World Airlines planes carrying troops will refuel in Frankfurt instead.

No wonder the peaceniks packed up .. obviously there wasn't enough room in the camp for them and their enormous grins . We've had several ministers lecture us on neutrality, attempting to define its nuances for us, when it's news to me that there are any. Then we have Bertie whining about how much it's costing us in lost revenue because the Americans aren't paying landing fees any more..

It's a good job Mary Kelly doesn't belong to al-Qaeda or Shannon Airport would be a smouldering chasm by now.

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                 Why We Are Here ..
                 .. Because the sun has become cancerous
                    And the planet is getting hotter
                    Because children are starving in the shadows
                    Of yachts and economic summits
                    Because there are already too many planes in the sky ...
                       By Robert Arthur Lewis, extract of poem distributed
                       at protests at the WTO Summit in Seattle


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Some words from 13 year old Julie, Mary's daughter.

"I spent a few weeks in the camp at Shannon. The camp was just at the side of the road where all the business people pass to their jobs. We had signs up saying Beep for Peace and some of the airport workers would beep! But some of them would tell us to get a job and to f. off. We had a banner saying, "We don't trust you Mr. Bush" and some young boys came up with a banner saying, "In Mr. Bush we trust, in Mr. Bush we believe," but ran off as soon as they saw us coming.

"Sometimes I would go plane spotting with Tim (he knows everything about planes) and once or twice I saw Soldiers eating crisps and drinking coke, some of them were looking at magazines and relaxing around the airport waiting for the planes to be refuelled. It made me so angry to see the young guys, black and white, small and tall, just going to kill innocent people ."

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Excerpt from a letter from a gardening penfriend in the US, a middle-aged man:

"Many of the people in my neighborhood believe, as I do, that we should stay out of the political affairs of other nations, not only in the Middle East, but elsewhere also. Whenever the economy or the stock market goes, we (the US) have to start trouble to boost it back up. .. Instead of spending on arms, I believe we should be confronting situations in the US. Years ago, I knew a young man who froze to death in a snowbank because he had no place to go."

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I would like to end with some slogans copied from placards held aloft on the massive anti-war demonstrations in the United States . here is a sample:

If War is the Answer, We're Asking the Wrong Question
God make Texas Take Him Back..
How many Lives Per Gallon?
How did 'Our' Oil Get Under Their Soil?
Régime Change begins At Home
What if God Blesses Iraq?
Who's the Unelected Tyrant With The Bomb?
My President is a Psychopath
And simply: Relax, George


Also, from families of victims of Sept. 11th: Our Grief Is Not a Cry for War .

I end, with love to you all,
Jenny James, Atlantis Community, Belen, Huila, Colombia:
email: atlantiscommune@hotmail.com,
website containing all previous Green Letters: www.afan.org.uk
and in German: www.gruene-briefe.de

~ End Green Letter 60 ~